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lately I've been getting upset a lot / but no one really understands how bad it gets

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April 18, 2010 | 09:12pm
Mood: miserable
Music: Solid Gold - Who You Gonna Run To?

I really hope my sore throat is due to allergies and isn't a sign of an impending cold. Also, I have the migraine from hell right now. The bass coming from somewhere in this building isn't helping.

It's been an uneventful weekend. Went out, bummed around Gwangju with Megan and Nigel, watched Iron Man, cleaned my apartment, did some shopping, did my laundry. Nothing special.

I'm going to book my ticket to Thailand this week, come hell or high water.

The other night I saw a guy dancing by himself, doing the same stupid moves I do when I dance: head bobbing, arms waving around, twisting his torso to and fro. I watched him for a minute before pointing him out to Jodi. "That's all I want in life," I said, very nearly yelling to be heard over the throbbing bass. "Someone I can dance like an idiot with."

And then I took another sip of beer.

It's funny. For once in my life I have something to say. And you know what I've come to realize? I have no one to say it to.

I don't really like myself.

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