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October 27, 2009 | 11:01pm
Mood: could be better
Music: Carrie Akre - Ruling Feelings

I've been feeling pretty blue lately. I don't really like myself right now. I also don't know what I'm going to do with my life. Teaching? Writing? Nursing? Geology? Who knows?

In an attempt to stave off depression I've been reading quite a bit. I've read 16 books since October 18. That's pretty good I guess. I should probably stop reading and start figuring out what the fuck I'm going to write in November.

I still haven't heard about the job, which probably means I didn't get it. No big surprise there.

I just ran 5 miles in 41:24, a pace of 8:17. Progress.

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Adam

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from: aodh
date: October 29, 2009 04:10am (UTC)
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I really am tempted...
yes, I understand completely... that's partially why I wanted to teach abroad - to get away and decide what I want to do. I'm glad things are working for you though, and that things are becoming clear!
I totally agree regarding environment changes... I went to college in a different state/environment because I wanted to do something different, and I never actually wanted to come back here. Now I'm here and... it's exactly as I feared. I'd really like to get out of here, but I just can't warrant it without a job opportunity first... I don't know.

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