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October 27, 2009 | 11:01pm
Mood: could be better
Music: Carrie Akre - Ruling Feelings

I've been feeling pretty blue lately. I don't really like myself right now. I also don't know what I'm going to do with my life. Teaching? Writing? Nursing? Geology? Who knows?

In an attempt to stave off depression I've been reading quite a bit. I've read 16 books since October 18. That's pretty good I guess. I should probably stop reading and start figuring out what the fuck I'm going to write in November.

I still haven't heard about the job, which probably means I didn't get it. No big surprise there.

I just ran 5 miles in 41:24, a pace of 8:17. Progress.

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from: euphoric1dr
date: October 28, 2009 05:18pm (UTC)
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oh and p.s. actually i should say that being here/abroad has really helped me figure out what i am meant to do. i know it sounds maybe overly idealistic and whatnot but i can't emphasize that enough. i know EXACTLY what i want to go back to school for, what degree i really want, what i wish to study...it's all come to make so much sense, i almost laugh out loud and can't believe i didn't see it all this clearly before! just thought i'd share. =)

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Emily

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from: some_person
date: October 28, 2009 07:10pm (UTC)
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Sorry you're having such a hard time. I feel your pain every time you write about it... I'm kind of in the same boat. Hopefully something will work out for both of us soon.

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Adam

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from: aodh
date: October 29, 2009 04:13am (UTC)
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Thanks... I've also been reading your posts and I feel for you as well. I'm sure things will work out for the best eventually - we're just taking the long way to get to where we want to be, heh.

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Adam

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from: aodh
date: October 29, 2009 04:11am (UTC)
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no, it doesn't sound overly idealistic - sometimes things just click, and I totally get that. What do you want to go back to school for? I'd love to figure out what I really want to do--I just don't know how to get to that point...

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