Adam (aodh) wrote,

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frustrated, disenchanted

Today I've been feeling very unsatisfied.

This crap with the apostille is just really getting to me and I don't know why. It's just reminding me that Korea isn't my first love, or even my second, and I don't know what I want to do, and I'm just disenchanted and frustrated right now.

I've spent the day looking into the Peace Corps (for the 90th time) and some conservation projects in the west - basically trailbuilding, etc. I first looked into the conservation projects over a year ago, but I never got around to applying. However, I find myself very interested in them and I think I may send in an application or two. It's something completely different from everything I've ever done - living outdoors, physical labor, environmental-based work - but it sounds rewarding. Plus, the idea of doing something "different" is very appealing to me right now. I could spend the fall working in Arizona or Montana or wherever, and follow that up with the Peace Corps or just do the Korea thing then.

I don't know. Maybe it's just a phase. Probably it is. I just need to... do something.
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