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July 10, 2006 | 12:24pm
Mood: sinister!
Music: Belle & Sebastian - The Boy With The Arab Strap

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

× I miss somebody right now.  (Probably I should be.) I don't watch much TV these days.  (I have turned the TV on twice this summer--both to watch the World Cup.) I own lots of books.  (More than you.)
I wear glasses or contact lenses.  (Glasses since the fourth grade, contacts since last year.) × I love to play video games(Not even remotely.) × I've tried marijuana(Not for a lack of opportunity.)
× I've watched porn movies.  (Should I be ashamed?) × I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.  (I'd need a relationship first.) × I believe honesty is usually the best policy.  (Sure.)
I curse sometimes.  (I don't curse in Kville except when I'm talking to my parents. At home I curse worse than a fucking sailor on leave.) × I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.  (I'm pretty much the same mentally, I guess.) × I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.  (I don't own a knife, and my razor is solely for shaving.)

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× I have broken someone's bones(No.) I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.  (No comment.) × I hate the rain(I like it when it rains, I hate it when it rains on me.)
× I'm paranoid at times.  (No.) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.  (Excess skin-removal would be nice. Anything else... no.) I need/want money right now.  (Money for piercings and tattoos.)
× I love sushi(Never had it.) × I talk really, really fast.  (I don't know?) × I have fresh breath in the morning.  (Probably not. I brush my teeth first thing.)
× I have long hair(No.) × I have lost money in Las Vegas.  (Never been.) × I have at least one sibling(No.)
× I was born in a country outside of the U.S.  (Born in Evanston, IL.) × I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.  (No.) × I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.  (I don't own caller ID.)
I like the way that I look.  (Kinda? I like being smaller, but there are things I'd change (mainly concerning my excess skin).) I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.  (I'm an ass.) × I am usually pessimistic(I'm actually pretty optimistic, contrary to common belief.)
× I have a lot of mood swings(Not really. I guess I'm generally pretty calm unless I have a reason not to be.) I think prostitution should be legalized.  (Yes.) × I slept with a roommate(Oh god no. Ewewewewew.)
I have a hidden talent.  (I can, um, wiggle my ears?) × I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.  (I'm, uh, never hyper.) × I have a lot of friends(Not really.)
× I have pecked someone of the same sex(No.) × I enjoy talking on the phone.   (I HATE THE FUCKING TELEPHONE.) × I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.  (Not since I was a kid.)
× I love to shop and/or window shop(I'd rather slit my wrists.) I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.  (I'm not exactly obsessed, but I do enjoy going to them a few times a day.) × I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother(Not really. My mother's pretty cool.)
I have a mobile phone.  (Yes.) × I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.  (No.) I've rejected someone before.  (Yes.)
× I currently like/love someone.  (I don't remember my last crush.) × I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.  (Generally I like the idea of being a speech pathologist or a professor. Research would be nice.) I want to have children in the future.  (Yes.)
× I have changed a diaper before.  (No.) × I've called the cops on a friend before.  (No.) × I'm not allergic to anything.  (Penicillin and some sort of pollin located in the south.)
I have a lot to learn.  (Doesn't everyone?) × I am shy around the opposite sex.  (No.) × I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.  (No.)
× I have at least 5 away messages saved.  (3.) I have tried alcohol or drugs before.  (Yes.) × I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.  (No.)
× I own the "South Park" movie.  (Never seen it.) × I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal(No.) I enjoy some country music.  (Well, yeah.)
× I would die for my best friends(I'd need a best friend first.) I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.  (One of my issues.) I have used my sexuality to advance my career.  (I would, but only if I deserved the advancement.)
× I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.  (I'm not into Halloween.) × I have dated a close friend's ex(No.) I am happy at this moment.  (Yeah.)
× I'm obsessed with guys(I'm not obsessed with girls either.) × Democrat(Socialist.) × Republican(Lame.)
I don't even know what I am. × I am punk rockish.  (Sorta.) × I go for older guys/girls, not younger.  (It's the personality that counts.)
I study for tests most of the time.  (Always.) × I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.  (I lace my shoes differently.) × I can work on a car(No.)
× I love my job(s)(No.) × I am comfortable with who I am right now.  (Not really.) × I have more than just my ears pierced(DAMMIT)
× I walk barefoot wherever I can.  (No.) × I have jumped off a bridge(No.) × I love sea turtles(Not particularly.)
× I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup(No.) I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.  (Yes. Languages, college, traveling, hopefully a PhD...) × I am proficient on a musical instrument(I used to be okay on the cello.)
I hate office jobs.  (Yes. I dread this above all else.) I went to college out of state.  (Missouri from Illinois.) × I am adopted(No.)
× I am a pyro.   (No.) × I have thrown up from crying too much.  (I don't remember the last time I cried.) × I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.  (I don't think so.)
× I fall for the worst people.  (I have issues falling for people.) I adore bright colours.  (:)) × I usually like covers better than originals.   (Depends on the cover.)
× I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays(I don't really care.) I can pick up things with my toes.  (Nimble feet!) I can't whistle.  (:()
I have ridden/owned a horse.  (White Pines, 5th grade.) × I still have every journal I've ever written in.  (Until my LJ, I never really wrote in anything.) &;#xd7; I talk in my sleep.  (I don't think so.)
× I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century(God no.) I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.  (Best way to get over shit.) × I wear a toe ring(Ugh, no.)
× I have a tattoo(DAMMIT) × I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.  (Probably this will be the case.) × I am a caffeine junkie.  (Definitely not!)
× I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.  (No.) × If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder(I don't think I would.) I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.  (Kendal and I collected fliers from houses for sale.)
× I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.  (No.) × I'm an artist(No.) × I am ambidextrous(Not really.)
× I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.  (No.) × If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony(No.) × I have terrible teeth(They're okay.)
× I hate my toes(I like my feet, actually.) I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.  (It looked interesting.) × I have more friends on the internet than in real life.  (I used to, but then I grew up.)
× I have lived in either three different states or countries(I've lived in Illinois and Missouri.) I am extremely flexible.  (Surprisingly enough...) × I love hugs more than kisses(I don't care.)
× I want to own my own business(God no.) × I smoke(No.) I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.  (Well, okay, it depends on what else I have going on.)
Nobody has ever said I'm normal.  (Nobody has ever said I'm abnormal either.) × Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.  (No.) × I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.  (No.)
I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.  (Sure.) I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.  (I like it when everyone's nice and happy.) × I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.  (No.)
× I have played strip poker with someone else before.  (No, and I probably won't.) × I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.  (I didn't seek it.) × I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.  (No.)
× I can't stand being alone(I don't really care.) × I have at least one obsession at any given time.  (No.) I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.  (SHUT UP!)
× I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.  (I, uh, don't spend much money at all.) I'm a judgmental asshole.  (It depends on the person and the situation.) × I'm a HUGE drama-queen(Not really.)
× I have travelled on more than one continent(No.) I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.  (Sometimes.) I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.  (Yes.)
× I am a Libertarian(No.) I can speak more than one language.  (English, French, Italian.) × I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.  (No.)
I would rather read than watch TV.  (Yes.) × I like reading fact more than fiction.  (Depends on the context.) × I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.  (No.)
I have no piercings.  (DAMMIT) × I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.  (No.) × I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.  (No.)
× I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.  (No.) × There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.  (No.) × I like most animals better than most people.  (Eh.)
× I own a collection of retro games consoles(No.) × The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.  (No. I just biked :)) × I have hit someone with a dead fish(Uh?)
× I am compulsively honest(I can be very blunt and honest, but I can be a dishonest bastard, too.) × I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.  (No.) × I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.  (Er, no.)
× I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex(... no?) × I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.  (Someone should ask me about my opinion on sexuality some time.) × I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.  (No.)
× I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.  (No. Absolute silence is the best.) × I dislike milk(I love milk.) × I obsessively wash my hands.  (Not obsessively, but I wash them at least 10 times a day.)
× I always carry something significant around with me.  (No.) Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.  (Yes.) × I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.  (I don't know what this means.)
× Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother(No.) I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.  (I made my LJ layout myself.) I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.  (Tori Amos - Ireland. That's all I have to say.)
× I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.  (No.) Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.  (Yes.) × I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.  (No.)
I do not 'get' most comedy acts.  (Most suck.) I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.  (Doesn't mean I like it.) × I don't like to chew gum(I currently have 11 packs of gum right next to me.)
× I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.  (I'm interested in certain period of history, but I don't think I'd go back.) × I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car(I have a great memory.) × I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.  (Oh god I am just 8 months away from being free from teen angst!)
I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other.  (Yes.) × I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.  (No.) I love to sing.  (I like to sing along with music. Does that count?)
× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.  (Oh fuck no. I'm going to try my damndest to live on the other side of the country from her just so this won't happen.) × I have a custom-built computer(No.) × I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.  (What?)
I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human.  (Not in a disgusting way. I just think the human-version of Annie would be pretty much amazing.) × I've gone skinny-dipping(No, and I probably never will.) × I've performed in three plays(No.)
I enjoy burritos.  (Sure.) × I'm Irish and loving it.  (I'm Irish, but I don't really care.) I have a thing for redheads.  (Sure.)
× I am a twin(No.) Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.  (Am I weird?) Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.  (Yes.)
I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.  (3rd through 9th grades.) × I sleep more than 12 hours a day.  (No.) I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough.  (However, if I was prouder, then I wouldn't have any reason to accomplish anything more.)
× I need more time to myself.  (Not really.) × I wish I was more open-minded(Sometimes I'm a little too open-minded.) I hope that I go really prematurely grey.  (I know this is tempting fate, but I think people who are ~30 and have Anderson Cooper grey-hair look incredibly distinguished.)
I download songs from the internet.  (uh oh!) × I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend.  (Say what?) × I say random things to freak people out.  (Not really.)
× I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note(What?) × I love playing Truth or Dare(Not particularly.) I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it.  (It depends.)
× Music helps me remember that I am not alone.  (No, music helps me stave off the bordeom.) × Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems.  (Actually, exercising tends to make me quite pensive.) I think this survey is particularly long.  (Oh god yes. This took me about 40 minutes.)
I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones.  (Most of my LJ friends are real-life friends. !) I can only hate someone that I love.  (Yes.) × I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks(Oh god no.)

I kind of liked that survey.

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