September 30th, 2013

visor sneer

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I think the thing I'm looking forward to the most next year is this:

I am tired of my life being one big routine.

I am a very routine-oriented person. I fall into patterns in life, and disrupting those patterns - while enjoyable at the time - is something I dread. But I know that change is for the best.

Next year all of my routines will be disrupted, and if all goes as planned, I won't have the opportunity to get into a routine before my life will change radically, and then shortly after that everything will change again. It will be horribly uncomfortable and depressing and I'll probably hate every minute of it, but dammit - it will be good for me.

5 months.
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