June 14th, 2006

already dead

he's got ideas above his station

I have had trouble falling asleep lately;

the moon is the light but still it's always, always too dark
the noise is overwhelming in its silence
exhaustion threatens to overtake, to overcome
to surpass
yet it never does
I twist and turn
and I roll and shift and move and ache for hours upon hours
waiting
the rustling of the blankets and sheets and breathing
breathing and heart(s) pounding, beating, chest moving
up and down, up and down
time keeps passing and I can't stay still
but I'm still here
I'm still here
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