December 4th, 2004

this is me

this one way road

Probably I should begin my homework right this second.

"Probably" being the operative word.

My father, in Chicago, while in the process of turning: "*stops in the middle of the intersection and yells* WHAT AM I DOING?!"

Strangely enough, that one sentence is applicable to how my mood has been over the last few days.

What an awful, awful week. I was so exhausted that I threw myself onto my bed at something like seven last night and was pretty much dead to the world until ten this morning.

I'm not in the mood to celebrate anything this year. I haven't done my Christmas list yet. Hell, I don't even know if we're celebrating Christmas this year. For that matter, will we be celebrating Chanukah? Who knows.

What is there to celebrate any more? I'm unpleased with my life, I'm not satisfied with how school is going, I don't especially feel like how the season is supposed to - joyous, happy, whatever. I'm just not in the mood.

I don't know what is wrong. All I know is that something is.

I believe that this is the perfect occasion to insert something that I usually try not to: emoticons.

:( :'( :*( =( ;_;
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