May 8th, 2004

this is me

why did black people distrust ronald reagan?

I should probably be feeling godawful over how all of my friends are at JUNIOR PROM and I am not.

However, I feel perfectly fine. I watched The Fifth Element on channel eight from 6:30-9:00 (with my constant bitching throughout, over the ten minute commercial breaks to the cutting out of the fighting scenes, etc). I have been talking to Belle. I watched a million and a half music videos.

I should stop qualifying (*twitch*) my decision. After all, I still don't really want to go. I didn't want to go in the first place. I never wanted to go - and I'm not. That's fine. Hell, that's more fine than how I did on that goddamn exam fuckfuckfuck I'm screwed ANYWAY.

And I have gone down two pant sizes since March. I've been completely off my diet for the last few weeks, too. My goal is seeing the mid 30s by the end of the summer, as well as XL shirts. Actually, I could probably get into an XL shirt with minimal problems now, but I'd like to wait a while.

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looks good
sounds good
feels good too
uh huh, that's right
feels good too
uh huh, that's right
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