May 5th, 2004

this is me

i kill myself because i'm so frustrated

Why must teachers assign homework TWO FUCKING DAYS before one of the MOST GODDAMN IMPORTANT tests of your LIFE? When you'd rather study (yeah, I know it's rare) than do the Ambiguous Case or what the fuck ever, of course every teacher assigns homework.

My French class hit a new low today. Yesterday, Edith, Diane, and Margaret were all out (Diane and Margaret for another AP test, Edith because she was sick) - thus, they were unable to get the homework. Today, Amy and Malissa had the Calculus exam, so they weren't there. That left us with 7 people - and only three (me, Kevin, and Katie) did the homework. A fourth of the class. Haha.

I've been talking to a number of interesting people this evening. I like how they are all, er, interesting. And able to keep me from studying. (On the studying front, it took me an hour to skim through my notes tonight. Tomorrow will be study guide examining, with a few glances through old packets. And that online quiz site.)

DarkFieryShadow: it's kinda cool.. in a freakish way
mass dynamite: like you?
mass dynamite: :-*

Last night, I sat down on the big chair downstairs with my English book, planning to read The Dead, at Tiffany's suggestion. I read over a page, realized that the words were swimming before my eyes, and closed them (my eyes and my book). Two and a half hours later, I woke up. Oops.

DarkFieryShadow: ADAM
DarkFieryShadow: PICK AN ANIME ANY ANIME.
mass dynamite: POKEMON!
DarkFieryShadow: ... OKAY THAT IS THE LAST TIME I ASK YOU FOR ADVICE.


coordinate brain and mouth, then ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out.

wish i knew.
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