April 20th, 2004

wasn't my bullet

paid to make the girls panic

I have come to a conclusion. First, some background.

My former goal for History was to work my hardest, in order to receive a 4 or a 5 on the AP test. After all, I wouldn't want to go into AP Euro with a 1, now would I?

Since I won't be taking AP Euro anymore, my new goal has been developed. I will aim for a 1. Thus, if I do any better, I will be surprised, ecstatic, etc.

That won't work. I fully expect to obsess over studying, get a 2, and whimper for a few months. Either that or obsess over studying and get a 5 - thus, putting McBastard in his place. Fuck I hate myself sometimes.

My day was a day. Nothing more to it. I am now eating cold Macaroni Salad. I should probably begin studying for my History midterm tomorrow, but guess what - I DON'T CARE!

Shit. Who the fuck am I kidding? I care.

...

he is the lamb, she is the slaughter

I like Brand New. Yet another reason to shoot myself! Woo!
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