January 11th, 2004

no fear

molten sod illusion

AFK haikus for today:
1. showering, breakfast
studying like a madman
here's to not failing.

2. french, italian
chemistry and history
study, study... boo :(

it's a street fight, it's a friday night alone
it's a bottle that's warming on the shelf
it's feeling just inches away from death
it's a street, it's an icicle
it's a panic attack, it's only an act, yeah

I have studied for approximately six to twelve hours this weekend, and my head is killing me. I learned everything on the History CRT study guide, as well as writing down all of the French vocabulary and chapter summaries. I looked over my Italian notes last night, and that is all I did.

It really doesn't sound or look like much, but I feel so worn out and exhausted, like I just went through the day from hell. I better do good on that stupid History thing, I swear to God. Plus, Mr. McClure still hasn't e-mailed me back. I want the damn information, dammit! If he doesn't tell me what to do by the end of tomorrow, I'm just going to say "screw it" and begin printing everything.

she built a skyscraper of procrastination
and then she leaned out the twenty-fifth floor window

So I have to get up at 5:30 tomorrow for the 7:00 study session in History. I am so not wanting to do this, but I am going to pull a C in that class, God dammit. I don't care what I have to do. Hell, I'd probably sell my body to get a good grade. I am such a whore.

tell me what kind of gauge
can quantify elation?
what kind of equation
could i possibly employ?
and you'll never know, dear
just how much i loved you
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