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April 7, 2014 | 08:53pm
Mood: blah

I should be doing something productive, like studying, but instead I'm here.

Recently I've been very caught up with this scholarship, and waiting to hear for a reply, and doing things like studying/working out/reading trashy romances to take my mind off of it. You know what? I don't know what will happen if I don't get it. I've been saying that I'll move to Seoul anyways, and pay for a language program out of my own pocket, but I don't know if that's really what I'll do.

I don't want to stay in Gwangju any longer. I am, quite frankly, sick of this city and my job. I am ready to move on.

Sometimes I wonder if I should move somewhere else, try out a new country. Recently I've been fantasizing about moving to Paris. I could get a student visa and be a hip Parisian. Paris would be an amazing place to live for a year or two while I get my shit together.

I don't know what the point of this post was. I'm just being silly. I'm just a big bundle of nerves and anxiety and it's just going to get worse as May 1st approaches.

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